Demons Are My Neighbour

ok, tv is a radiation,
radio's the heroin,
we'll need this shit forever,
i try to sense the work of satan,
i apologize to the Greatest,
I wish for one guest,
appears to be Lucifer with a death's list,
My soul is robbed,
My blood streaming to the top,
My spinal core bend over backwards and it's drops,
I screams till my throat sore,
Eyes open wide but it seems dark,
Why i'm not dead yet? guess it's just my luck,
Demons neighbouring at my side
You don't want hear that thing talk,
You think your life suck?
Pop out your eyes and pay attention,
Shower in sins, that's only the thing I'm facin'
My conscience's squashed by his hammer,
I need some sleep but I can't even drive slower,
shiiiiiittt....my heart beating fast..
death is near and there's no such thing as pass...

Hey mama...

Hey mama,
I wanna scream so loud for you,
Cause I'm so proud of you,
Let me tell you what I'm about to do,
Mama,
You know I act a fool,
But I promise you I'll be going back to school,
I appreciate what you allowed for me,
I just want you to be proud of me,

Forest Gump's mama said,
Life's like a box of chocolate,
My mama told me go to school, get your doctorate,
Something got a fall back,
On you to profit with,
Please support me when I did the opposite,
I know there's a thing a got to get,
Things i got to do, just to prove to you,
Things to make life through,
Can I have a choir please?
Give me the verse "You are so beautiful to me"
Can't you see? Yo're like the book of poetry,
Maya Angelou, Nikki Giovanni,
If you turn one page, there's my mommy...

Hey mama,
I guess it's all depends though,
If my dreams flow,
the second I get up,
You will get that Benzo,
Tint the window,
I'll drive you around the city,
Just let your friends know,
Every Sunday I will take you out to an upper class restaurant,
Then hit the mall,
Mama please tell me whatever else you want,
Please store lady, what type of dress and diamond ring Mrs. Kamariah match looks like?
You don't think I got the cash right?
Here's the platinum, gold, Visa, Mastercard, you name it,
I got all night,
I'll make sure you feels like a tourist in your beloved country tonight,
Ka Ching! Ka Ching! All bills paid,
In a glance of your sight,
I think lets wrap it for tonight,
Lets go back to your penthouse,
I'll tuck you in right,
just like you did when I was an infant,
excuse me,
I mean a baby, sleep tight mommy,
Please smile to show me you're happy,
It's a hard journey to raise me,
I pray for you to be healthy,
Long live your Highness Queen, the best mommy,
If i done all this,
Let me be the first to see daddy...

Hello...me.

The only way for you to come back,
Put on the new soul on the track,
The old one has broke it's neck,
You have under attacked,
Change to all Aces on your deck,
No more braces, no sad faces, girls polluters,
You was a fucking loser,
So don't forget to bring a hammer
Squash the old soul to slimy liquid,
Then spit some saliva on it, step on it,
Maybe pour some gasoline and just burn it,
My whole life was a sin,
No more regrettin',
No more girls waitin' for one night screwin'
All I want now is a brand new soul, not to rewind it,
But to start the first chapter in a brand new epic,
Promote myself from lieutenant to an elite,
Sorry Sergeant, I never went to war before,
No cowards no more,
This is the new me for sure,
Made my life secure,
open the door,
There's a new guy behind the door,
Just pop by to say hello...

Hari

Mulut tidak lagi lantang,
kaku menatap kaca refleksi,
tubuh tampak tenang,
tapi tidak dihati,
Ingin sekali rasa dihati,
terbang jauh dari sini,
di sini susah hati,
Susah hati tidak pernah berhenti,
Walau dicium dahi, dicium pipi,
bukan kerna nyalaan api,
kalau nyalaan api,
tubuh tidak kaku begini,
harap boleh diubah esok hari,
tidak pernah kesali hidup ini,
mungkin cuma disalah erti,
hari datang, hari pergi,
tarik nafas dalam,
jangan dikenang lagi,
Lama sudah hari kelam, cahayakan mentari,
Seawal pagi esok hari,
Semuanya kan berlalu tanpa disedari...