C I N T A M I A

Coretan cinta kita
Indah bagai puisi cinta
Nukilan hati bukti cinta setia
Terima cinta dalam dan luar
Alami cinta dua dunia berbeza

Masih teguh cinta ini
Itulah dia cinta sejati
Andai tanpa cinta Mia duniaku sepi

A Letter To My White Bunny

(21 July 2010; 11:47)

Dear my dearest bunny,

the weather is a beauty,
although it's a little sunny,
maybe today I can spell lucky,
properly...
today the carrot might harvest,
and the fish would sell,
but hey, i promise our love will be famous,
only time could tell,
I hope the train still flawlessly on the rail,
so I can unloading the cargo,
and we can start to sail,
don't worry your carrot will not face the embargo,
I have perfectly follow the law,
we will perform a perfect show,
that's the plan,
I hope you're ready to go,
but stay your ears low for now,
excuse me, my mommy needs me,
I will write you again in the next destiny,
until then, wait for me,
I will come to you,
my lovely white bunny...

sincerely,
your mr.sexy... ;)

Kembali Berdiri

(23 July 2010, 16:00)

Ke sana ke mari dah ku tuju,
ke kiri ke kanan elak peluru,
satu tertusuk ke bahu,
ku jatuh tersungkur,
jadi ku duduk sebentar minta restu,
nak terus bangun ku tak mampu,
terlalu lama membatu,
otak jadi tepu,
nak timbul semula aku malu,
tapi murung tak buat ku maju,
tiada siapa akan membantu,
hanya diriku, tanpa sesiapa,
hidup ini tidak boleh berpaut selamanya,
aku perlu bangkit menaiki tangga,
ibu masih menunggu untukku buatnya bangga,
papa, lihat aku cuba berdiri,
tanpa tangan dan tongkat ku berdiri sendiri,
semangatku dah kembali seperti bila Hang Tuah diberi Taming Sari,
pintu terbuka hari ini jangan ditunggu besok,
tampar pipi sebelum tersengguk,
hirup kopi,segarkan mata,
jalan terus jangan belok-belok,
biarkan cerita lama jangan nak sebok,
sampai bila-bila,
terus berlari, kejarlah masa,
penuhkan cerita masa muda,
kumpul pahala kumpul harta,
bagi mama ringan kepala tapi berat pergelangannya,
kita hanya rangka cerita,
cuma di Atas yang menggubahnya,
tak salah mencuba,
baru boleh cerita, anak cucu dengar setia
jadi inspirasi mata bersinar
bak malam dan bulan purnama...

Esok Pasti Datang Lagi

(6 July 2010; 15:15)

Musim bunga tiba lagi,
tidak dapat dilihat,
hanya dihati,
mungkinkah hampir kiamat?
musim bertukar pantas,
tiap hari berselang-seli
kadang-kala setiap saat,
yang pasti ia datang setiap hari,
esok pasti datang lagi,
tapi mengapa musim bunga
yang kerap datang?
jarang pula pergi,
dengan bunga hati ini dihujani,
wangi baunya,
indah pandangannya,
tidak perlu ditunggu,
tidak perlu dinanti,
walau masih bunganya ada disini,
esok pasti datang lagi...

Hentaman Rindu

(8 July 2010; 11:55)

Padu tumbukan boleh ku tahan,
panah cucukan ku lontar senyuman,
kuda liar mengejar laju,
ku melihat perlahan,
hati kering ku punya pegangan,
tapi sesuatu pandu hati
menjadi tidak keruan,
dihentam oleh kelembutan,
kelembutan dan senyuman,
hidung yang tinggi angkuh,
menjadi tersedu,
ego tunduk akur akan tamparan,
bila hati sekeras batu
dilanda hebat angin rindu...

Langkah Kembali

(7 July 2010; 16:05)

Jika pungguk rindukan bulan,
Ku ingin melodi siulan,
untuk meredakan tekanan,
menghilangkan beban,
Lantas aku mengorak langkah,
menghapuskan kesan,
hatiku kini sebuah bongkah,
dibanjiri keluh kesah,
resah hingga dahiku basah,
jangan diikuti kaki ini melangkah,
aku mahu sendiri,
cuma melayan emosi,
hanya ku minta angin mengiringi,
supaya dapat ku belai jari-jemari,
ku bukan mahu selamanya pergi,
jangan gundah ku akan kembali,
akan ku tukar langkah,
kepadaMu aku kembali...

The Rhyme of The Half-Awake Mind

I wrote this shit when I was half awake
so here it goes...

let my wrist get slashed,
let the world get crashed,
let that man get passed,
you don't need to stop just to be fast,
I hate all the Caucasians for getting all the casts
your acts are just at my toes
I stay loyal although in a room full of hoes,
there's must be a parrot with a saw,
so if you build my tomb,
make it solid gold,
guilty pleasure, that's my treasure,
Life's a bitch,
well, depends on how you dress her
If the devil wears Prada,
I'm wearing Gabbana
and you chose Puma
Which one is wealthier?
thanks for the effort,
when I fall hard,
you can take my part,
don't you worry me,
I think life must be easy,
because life is hard,
if you want me dead,
come and shoot me,
beat me harder,
the problem is I don't think you even can see me
because I don't even see my face in the mirror...

Bila...

Bila ku lihat ros yang merah,
ku belikan untukmu,
jika terasa serba salah,
cukuplah sekadar ucapan padamu

Bila melihat tarikh,
ku mula terkedu,
aku yang dulu kau pilih,
sehingga kini masih kuat denganku,

Bila terfikir tentang dirimu,
berjuta kata menjadi satu,
bila telah lama tidak bertemu,
hanya satu kata bermain dikalbu

kini, ku ada dua kata istimewa untukmu,
aku cinta dan aku rindu...

Gold Coin To The Heaven

I received gold coins by God in my dream
supposed to buy ticket to the heaven
but i spent it for a Cayenne,
I told God I want it back,
I was mistaken,
I promise I wont act reckless,
How long You'll be taking my happiness?
But I think He just deleted my messages,
My pocket's full with feathers,
He just want to test my senses,
make me see, but what I do?
act more stupidly,
Bought more jewelry, Louis V and Armani,
my mom cant get through with me,
First there's a million,
Then they all leaving me,
I'm on flashback HD TV,
oh shit, is that really me?
This is not the way I feel,
This is my journey to the hill,
I guess money changed my mind form,
Damn it, where the hell the coins came from?

Everyday...

Everyday...
I am running to a place,
chasing paper for peace,
but really, it's about winning the race,
chasing too fast, what did I missed?

Everyday...
The sun's up, the sun's down,
some so serious, some calm like the Nile,
If the world's a circus, we're the clown, are you still down?
or you prefer the extension number to dial?

Everyday...
Since the dark ages,
since we're wild and dance with animals,
do we still need cages?
who am I kidding? you're too busy with the anal

Everyday...
It's the same,
that what they say,
It's the world I wanted to claim,
Hey guess what's my hobby? It's pray

Everyday...
every air,
everyone's fair,
on people's life we play,
This is life, what can I say?

Mommy Is Among Them

Today, someone hurt me,
hurt me so bad
I wish I couldn't hear or see
Believe it or not the hurt came from my mommy,
Now i know who is she,
She's one of the people who didn't believe in me,
I may playing around much,
but why you didn't you have faith in me?
In this, what I'll be going to be,
Mommy, I love you but you hurt me,
Its been a long time
water flowing on my face,
I guess you manage to make it
I'm going to make it mommy,
Now I realize it's me against the world,
When the time you open your eyes,
I want God to take me away,
I don't want to see you or anybody,
I just want to meet father and say,
Look father, I make it on my own way...

Buah Cinta

Kisah cinta dia,
Penuh dengan harta,
penuh dengan angka,
Mahukan cinta, berikan semuanya,
Tapi kisah cintaku penuh beza,
Ku hanya punya Si Buah Cinta,
Bukan hanya sekadar metafora,
memang namanya Si Buah Cinta,
Tidaklah besar, tidaklah seguni,
dihulurkan hanya sebiji,
ais pula dipenuh isi,
Sebalik metafora ada ertinya,
beri sebiji,
tanda hanya cintamu yang ku miliki,
Si Cinta merah, putih mengelilingi,
Hanya kamu yang menyala dihati,
Rasanya sejuk,
Sejuk dimata turun ke hati,
Terimalah dariku Si Buah Cinta,
Tidak semanis laici tidak secomel ceri,
Tapi itulah rupa cinta sejati,
Pahit manis tetap dilalui,
Kau lah duri dan juga bunganya,
kau lah racun, kau juga penawar,
Itulah kamu si cinta setia,
Bukan ku hulur harta dinilai angka,
tapi hanya Si Buah Cinta...

If I Die Tonight (Part 1)

If I die tonight,
I hope it'll be alright,
Just smile for me,
If I die tonight, hope you pray for me,
I know there's not much good deed invested in me,
Let go off my body,
Pour the dirt faster, look at the clock,
hey, I'm sorry for my act and my joke,
forgive me if my joke my you choke,
sorry I made you burst and shook,
Pour the dirt faster,
there's not much to see,
hope I didn't die in terror,
Hope it's just like in the theater,
Please forgive me,
Forgive me, forgive me, it ain't matter,
if you're my hater,
How 'bout her?
Her? ohh...
God must have a noble guy waiting for her,
but don't let me be her fear,
As for my mother, tell her I love her,
I know I always hurt her,
There is no encounter,
As for my father, if I die tonight,
please let me reach his hand without a fight,
I don't want to wait a million night,
Dear God, tell your angels to be light,
If I die tonight,
I'll have no rights,
God soon take away my sight,
When the time comes
Hope I bring along a light..

The Golden Girl

She got it all
She got all the things a girl could wanted,
but i can't call,
to take her no more,
to watch her smile while this melted gold pours,
I'm out all alone,
we pretend we have a ton of fun,
in this world where we dont belong,
I'm a fool all alone,
Does she thinking of me?
Or she forget what we once had...

Oh, she got it all,
Can't you see she got it all?
She got the look and gold
and the beautiful road, it's for sure,
She knew there's more,
but i can't take another sad face on the shore,
she can stay in the fog,
she can be soundless in bed,
she got a tons of save,
there's a park in her head,
it's not you it's me,
I'm sorry what if I broke all my ceilings,
Will you running back to me?

for you...i mean YOU...

Let's make love tonight,
You can be my white A.Keys tonight,
you the angel I'm the king tonight,
you don't give a damn I'm a dark right?
awesome,
you smells like Jadore from Dior
you look good from head to the toe,
I don't ask cause I'm quite sure,
Does anybody write love rhyme anymore?
Bow when the princess enters,
You look good even in sadness,
I want to honour you with my latest,
You have the beauty of thousand of angel faces,
If heaven's a legacy, you're the heiress,
Without you the world will be tasteless,
Don't even care who make this,
You're the new gospel,
Sit down there's a lot to tell,

Here's my foe,
Lick my wound as a dog bite my toe,
nuts i go,
ask comissioner to dig to the core,
I can make 'em speak like bozo's
still wonder why I ain't shriek, oh no!
I said fuck no!
I ain't goin' to soak,
ask him if he want this buzz, oh no,
you wont acting like this if you're the one who get tossed,
I've been patiently waiting for the cell and the guard to be rose,
Head back to the game and the game will never be the same as before,
kill everything that runs slow,
and now you go,
flame will shine at night,
you will melt once we light it,
this is exactly what the fuck I'm talking about when we quiet,
you looking at the true villain, spit fillin',
spine breakin', soul killin', emotions sinkin'
if you don't get it what come out of my mouth,
do playback or just rewind it,
payback's a bitch,
how does it taste?
when i slap the taste out of your mouth,
who will take your place?
I can be cannibal, if you think you can save your face,
You wont have a face to save
When I rip your face without a haste.

The Barney Rhyme

so, i'm standing front of the mirror,

i got a gun glocked on him,

then a hot chick with AX tee with bag of Ralph Lauren,

She smells nice, stared at by all of the people,

Smell meet smile,

I scored with the dimple,

I got her on my right and a..

her body looked like Fender,

i'm the untold superstar, you'll be alright ma,

hold my arm tighter,

wrinkles on my Giorgio,

Wanna go?

She said she follow,

damn, u said u swallow?

the night 'bout to start,

head down, that's a nice shoe,

my ride's nice, yes it's kaler biru,

sip on the drink, no worries,it's cocoa,

wanna see Pacino?

it's time to send you home

hello? hell no?

haha,you're so cute bimbo,

but i have to stay down lay low,

there's few hundred horses and crazy as rhinos,

for now we should stay for a distance,

it's just casual, you're just my one night hot fashion...

Permanently...

My cuts are bleeding slow,
my strengths are running low,
If only u can feel just how scary and how cold,
My blood cannot be pumped,
I'm stoned against the wall,
When feet walk longer than it should,
I keep my head up and whisper kill 'em all,

It feels like these fools are snoopin' in,
These wolves are starrin' in,
It's time to fight again then,
Their eyes still filled with sins

My book of rhymes got them shockin'
This crooked mind of mine got 'em shook,
counter back, now they scared to look into my eyes,
I get my gun glocked and shoot 'em all in one time

And I came up from behind
Preety much locked 'em up,
and hard fucked this game up,
Shut up!
Better be careful when you throw my name up,
Keep my name,
That ain't I came to claim
but you ain't,
Better be the same since the day I leave it,
Shit I swear sooner or later
I'll make these fuckin' posers believe that,
I swear to God I you'll die and rot,
I'm a man of my word
so your fuckin' ego better nod,
I'm not here to fuck around or amused everybody,
Don't sllep on me,
That hole is where you body'll lie,
Permanently, it's nightly bye,

My head is swellin'
My confidence is up
This moment is my pedestal,
my valium, my heroin,
I'm unstoppable,
Hope you're trapped in my hellbound
permanently...

Spec...tacular

Some say the X,
make the sex spec...tacular,
make you kick your excite up your neck,
hold your back,
then you gigglin',
flirty joking deliverin'
Chills up that spine,
you're ready? Give me the sign..
blow out the candle,dim the chandelier tonight,
If it's alright with you we landing?
Deja vu, your eyes sparkled,
finger playing in the dark,
like the legs jogging in the park,
Please, you're teasing me when you shake,
you don't want to stop cause you like where it would head,
im working my way to the rack,
On the way to the Marriot,
find it, that's the spot,
you my mrs. im your mister,
damn i really rip ya,
the way you slice the cake,
dear, you hit that,
the way you giggle and your legs would wiggle,
Now i know this isn't the suite at Meridian,
no money to burn,
give me your hand,
but tonight no end...

Number One Hit

Ask me somethin'
Oh, well, in that case,
I know what you're sayin'
Why there's a smile on my face?
I will not answerin'
The how, the why or what it is taste
Oh, you want me to share?
I don't need you when she's there,
She's there when no one cares,
But hey, shit happens...
When it comes around,
Love's always there to be found,
Nope, you're wrong,
We didn't split up,
We don't need a re-bound,
We live in a love song,
It's not a one hit wonder,
It doesn't have autotune that sounds fantastic,
Our soung is the founder,
It's beautifully arranged, it's a classic,
This song stay to be number one,
It makes you stop when you run,
It doesn't just makes you dance, gives you fun,
If you're lucky,
you might get a daughter or a son,

This is our song,
We live in it,
Play it all day long,
It lasts, it's classic,
It's a number one hit.

Cool Place

Green leaves waving at me,
There's so many of 'em,
I'm not even in a jungle,
If I'm hungry I don't need to struggle,
Hey look! an elephant with a broom,
She's so beautiful,
What is this place?
It's so wonderful,
It's so cool,
The river makes me drool,
If I'm craving for red thick fruit,
To have 'em I don't need any tool,
In here I rules,
Princess everywhere in wool,
I want to stay,
I don't want to go back,
Back there I'm a fool,
Problems always tickling my neck,
Back there my heart always cry,
No!No! Stop! Don't open my eyes!
Please let me fly,
Back there the animals are too wild,
Here all of 'em are so tamed,
I see sunlight...wait,this isn't right..
What?
damn...

Demons Are My Neighbour

ok, tv is a radiation,
radio's the heroin,
we'll need this shit forever,
i try to sense the work of satan,
i apologize to the Greatest,
I wish for one guest,
appears to be Lucifer with a death's list,
My soul is robbed,
My blood streaming to the top,
My spinal core bend over backwards and it's drops,
I screams till my throat sore,
Eyes open wide but it seems dark,
Why i'm not dead yet? guess it's just my luck,
Demons neighbouring at my side
You don't want hear that thing talk,
You think your life suck?
Pop out your eyes and pay attention,
Shower in sins, that's only the thing I'm facin'
My conscience's squashed by his hammer,
I need some sleep but I can't even drive slower,
shiiiiiittt....my heart beating fast..
death is near and there's no such thing as pass...

Hey mama...

Hey mama,
I wanna scream so loud for you,
Cause I'm so proud of you,
Let me tell you what I'm about to do,
Mama,
You know I act a fool,
But I promise you I'll be going back to school,
I appreciate what you allowed for me,
I just want you to be proud of me,

Forest Gump's mama said,
Life's like a box of chocolate,
My mama told me go to school, get your doctorate,
Something got a fall back,
On you to profit with,
Please support me when I did the opposite,
I know there's a thing a got to get,
Things i got to do, just to prove to you,
Things to make life through,
Can I have a choir please?
Give me the verse "You are so beautiful to me"
Can't you see? Yo're like the book of poetry,
Maya Angelou, Nikki Giovanni,
If you turn one page, there's my mommy...

Hey mama,
I guess it's all depends though,
If my dreams flow,
the second I get up,
You will get that Benzo,
Tint the window,
I'll drive you around the city,
Just let your friends know,
Every Sunday I will take you out to an upper class restaurant,
Then hit the mall,
Mama please tell me whatever else you want,
Please store lady, what type of dress and diamond ring Mrs. Kamariah match looks like?
You don't think I got the cash right?
Here's the platinum, gold, Visa, Mastercard, you name it,
I got all night,
I'll make sure you feels like a tourist in your beloved country tonight,
Ka Ching! Ka Ching! All bills paid,
In a glance of your sight,
I think lets wrap it for tonight,
Lets go back to your penthouse,
I'll tuck you in right,
just like you did when I was an infant,
excuse me,
I mean a baby, sleep tight mommy,
Please smile to show me you're happy,
It's a hard journey to raise me,
I pray for you to be healthy,
Long live your Highness Queen, the best mommy,
If i done all this,
Let me be the first to see daddy...

Hello...me.

The only way for you to come back,
Put on the new soul on the track,
The old one has broke it's neck,
You have under attacked,
Change to all Aces on your deck,
No more braces, no sad faces, girls polluters,
You was a fucking loser,
So don't forget to bring a hammer
Squash the old soul to slimy liquid,
Then spit some saliva on it, step on it,
Maybe pour some gasoline and just burn it,
My whole life was a sin,
No more regrettin',
No more girls waitin' for one night screwin'
All I want now is a brand new soul, not to rewind it,
But to start the first chapter in a brand new epic,
Promote myself from lieutenant to an elite,
Sorry Sergeant, I never went to war before,
No cowards no more,
This is the new me for sure,
Made my life secure,
open the door,
There's a new guy behind the door,
Just pop by to say hello...

Hari

Mulut tidak lagi lantang,
kaku menatap kaca refleksi,
tubuh tampak tenang,
tapi tidak dihati,
Ingin sekali rasa dihati,
terbang jauh dari sini,
di sini susah hati,
Susah hati tidak pernah berhenti,
Walau dicium dahi, dicium pipi,
bukan kerna nyalaan api,
kalau nyalaan api,
tubuh tidak kaku begini,
harap boleh diubah esok hari,
tidak pernah kesali hidup ini,
mungkin cuma disalah erti,
hari datang, hari pergi,
tarik nafas dalam,
jangan dikenang lagi,
Lama sudah hari kelam, cahayakan mentari,
Seawal pagi esok hari,
Semuanya kan berlalu tanpa disedari...