The Rhyme of The Half-Awake Mind

I wrote this shit when I was half awake
so here it goes...

let my wrist get slashed,
let the world get crashed,
let that man get passed,
you don't need to stop just to be fast,
I hate all the Caucasians for getting all the casts
your acts are just at my toes
I stay loyal although in a room full of hoes,
there's must be a parrot with a saw,
so if you build my tomb,
make it solid gold,
guilty pleasure, that's my treasure,
Life's a bitch,
well, depends on how you dress her
If the devil wears Prada,
I'm wearing Gabbana
and you chose Puma
Which one is wealthier?
thanks for the effort,
when I fall hard,
you can take my part,
don't you worry me,
I think life must be easy,
because life is hard,
if you want me dead,
come and shoot me,
beat me harder,
the problem is I don't think you even can see me
because I don't even see my face in the mirror...

Bila...

Bila ku lihat ros yang merah,
ku belikan untukmu,
jika terasa serba salah,
cukuplah sekadar ucapan padamu

Bila melihat tarikh,
ku mula terkedu,
aku yang dulu kau pilih,
sehingga kini masih kuat denganku,

Bila terfikir tentang dirimu,
berjuta kata menjadi satu,
bila telah lama tidak bertemu,
hanya satu kata bermain dikalbu

kini, ku ada dua kata istimewa untukmu,
aku cinta dan aku rindu...

Gold Coin To The Heaven

I received gold coins by God in my dream
supposed to buy ticket to the heaven
but i spent it for a Cayenne,
I told God I want it back,
I was mistaken,
I promise I wont act reckless,
How long You'll be taking my happiness?
But I think He just deleted my messages,
My pocket's full with feathers,
He just want to test my senses,
make me see, but what I do?
act more stupidly,
Bought more jewelry, Louis V and Armani,
my mom cant get through with me,
First there's a million,
Then they all leaving me,
I'm on flashback HD TV,
oh shit, is that really me?
This is not the way I feel,
This is my journey to the hill,
I guess money changed my mind form,
Damn it, where the hell the coins came from?